Reflection: The Closer We Get to God, The More We See

REFLECTION:
Have you ever been in a room that looks perfectly clean? Everything looks good. The floor is clean, the furniture is clean, and you think to yourself, "Wow, this place is spotless!" But then, the sunlight comes shining through the window. And suddenly, you see all these little particles of dust floating in the air. And you wonder, "Where did all that dust come from?" Well, the dust was always there. You just couldn't see it until the sunlight came through.
I think that's a beautiful image of our spiritual lives.
The closer we come to God, the more His light shines into our lives. And the more His light shines, the more we begin to recognize our own weaknesses, our sins, and the areas of our lives that still need work.
In today's first reading, St. Paul says something interesting. He calls himself "the very least of all the holy ones." Now, think about that. This is St. Paul! One of the greatest apostles of the Church. A man who traveled, preached, established Christian communities, and wrote letters that we still read at Mass almost 2,000 years later. And yet, he calls himself the least of all the holy ones.
Why?
Because Paul never forgot where he came from. Before his conversion, he persecuted Christians. He approved of the killing of St. Stephen. He knew his own sins and weaknesses. But the closer Paul came to Christ, the more he recognized just how much he needed God's mercy and grace. And here's something interesting about holiness. The holier we become, the more we recognize how much we still need God.
Sometimes we think holiness means reaching a point where we can say, "I'm a pretty good person. I go to Mass, I pray, I help others. I think I'm doing alright!" But holiness isn't about becoming impressed with ourselves. It's about becoming more aware of God's goodness and mercy. And that brings us to today's Gospel, where Jesus says, "Much will be required of the person entrusted with much."
Paul understood this. He knew that God had shown him tremendous mercy. And because he had received so much, he had a responsibility to share that grace with others.
My friends, the same is true for us.
God has blessed each of us in different ways. With our faith, our families, our talents, our ministries, and the people entrusted to our care. But those blessings are not just for ourselves. They are meant to be shared.
So perhaps today, we can ask ourselves two questions. First, what is God's light revealing in my life that I still need to work on? And second, what am I doing with the grace and blessings God has entrusted to me?
Because remember, when the sunlight reveals the dust, it isn't meant to discourage us. It's an opportunity to clean what we couldn't see before. And when God's light reveals our weaknesses, it isn't because He wants to condemn us. It's because He loves us enough to help us grow.
The closer we come to God, the more we recognize our need for Him. And the more we recognize His mercy, the more we should want to share that mercy with others.
